“that giftless bastard”
- I disagree. But I can see his grudge.
- Every time Brahms writes, he works, where we mean works,
- Struggles, toils, aches, and moves lentissimo:
- Ten years on this symphony, months on that song
- (Schubert could write two great lieder a day),
- And, once, when Mahler left his apartment,
- He thought he heard a growling sound inside,
- Which would not surprise Tchaikovsky at all,
- Nor should it us if we listen to Brahms.
- But many don’t. Auden disliked his music —
- Generally, he disliked the “Romantic” —
- And I’ve met others of similar tastes.
- Very well. But “giftless bastard” still seems harsh,
- And I’m not cribbing with the “Lullaby”
- (Although I’ve sung the German and it moved me).
- Also, I’m well aware Brahms hardly needs me
- In his defense, I’m just an amateur,
- And many far greater than I can sing
- The praises of this “giftless bastard.”
- Still, I have this to say, and in “earnest”
- (Like some of his songs).
- Probably abused
- When he was a boy, helplessly in love
- With Schumann’s wife, Clara Vieck, who loved him
- To no avail (nineteenth-century morals —
- And let’s not forget syphilis, Robert’s fate),
- Brahms suffered for his art (like Beethoven,
- Like even Tchaikovsky, so unhappy),
- And he paid for his music with all his gifts,
- Nothing held back, growl however he must.
- Who so giftless could care about envy?